Missing Marty

Marty went to L.A. for a big get together with all his basketball buddies and I have really been missing him. Right before he left I was really trying to make sure I was available for him and checking in with him since he and his latest fling had ended things. He said the worst part about a break up is that all the dreams you had for some future with the other person are gone so you feel lost and lonely because you have nothing to look forward to. That's so sad. I think Marty is right. It feel like such a loss when you think of your life without someone you thought would be there. It makes it difficult to get through the day knowing tomorrow is going to be what you wanted either.